NEAR RELAPSE!!! AAAAAARGH!!!

OK, not quite that dramatic. But I had a couple days last week in which I had near constant craving to buy.....something. And I didn't need something. But I still craved, longed, obsessed about buying. Head was crowded more than the usual amount of thoughts, which seemed to be coming quickly and in short spurts. Like, "Wanna buy!" "Need to stop at..... umm.." "I gotta have some.... umm" "You can't afford something so frivolous that u don't even know what it is..." "What wonderful thing costs a dollar or 2.." "Gimme gimme gimme" "THIS IS TOTALLY AGAINST YOUR PRIORITIES!" "SHADDUP-A-YU!" So I could think of nothing at all satisfactory because to buy ANYTHING at that point was, um, pointless! It helped to come straight home and read one of my weekly magazines, and order a book on PaperbackSwap. The book came today. It's not the book I ordered. :-(